[82riceballs]

If you can't learn from a textbook or website, than you won't be able to learn from any native speaker either. I personally started learning online. Go look at samokan's japanese resources thread. If this is not possible (i don't know why), go hire a tutor who will meet your needs. You just need to be dedicated and have a good attitude. By the way, has anyone ever told you to lower yourself when asking for help? You shouldn't diss someone who's tried to help you.

That's all i have to say. Thanks!