[onexsoul]

i wrote this just now

my friend hates me
i tried to put my mixed and confused feelings into it...


I always wanted to say
that ur the one i loved
but i never got to say it
i always wanted to tell you
that i hated you
but you always looked at me with despair
with that one look my heart was broken
im sry i never told you
how i felt
what i wanted
how you broke me in two
with every word
u killed me
u wished me dead
and i was
i never wanted to hurt you tho
i wanted u to understand
i loved you
but i also hated you
i never wanted you to no
how i felt
it scared me to no that you would be killd
when i told you the truth
im sry
ive caused you pain
ive caused you heartach
ill never forgive myself for it
im sry...
ill c u again
maybe
ill be looking up
while youll be looking down upon me
ill scream at you to release me
youll laugh but look at me with those heartbreaking eyes
and ill just say
im sry
ull turn your head and walk away
asking me “How many times have you said that, but uve leid.”
Ill then cry out “Im sry!!!”
but ull back will turned and u wont hear me
so in this ill tell you
im sry
again
and
again
im sry
im sry
please forgive me
my dear
my love
my darling
my bestfriend
im sry