10-16-2007, 10:07 PM
My heart was broken by my mother, and my ex, who I was with for almost two years...
In fact, the only reason why it lasted that long was because, in the end, though I no longer loved him, I thought I needed him..
But after being around Rei, I found out what I really needed, and felt.
I'm okay now, recovering from the betrayal I'd experience, and Rei is there to help.
I'm glad I didn't give up on love. My life would be in a big rut if I did...
I'm not totally dependent on Rei like I was with my Ex, who used that as an advantage....but it's a 50/50 help and be helped kind of situation...plus, he shows me he cares more everytime...
So, no offense, it's no stupid illusion...XD;; It's just sometimes hard to find, though no surprise, if you're so resistant towards it. XD;;;; That's what it seems like to me...
I'm not trying to start drama...sorry. XD;
Coffee prevents me from killing you.
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