[yesthisismyday]

so I sat in my room naked
for long, till my temper was calm down
I decided to make no sound
and I walked out side to wash the dishes
as I stood still, looking defeated
and i saw the roaches walked by
they even didnt want to say hi
fucked them, I went to take a shower
smelled the room, and I drank some water
I was hungry, I wanted to eat
I was thirsty, I wanted peace
left me alone, the naked feeling was so wrong
the fucking anger, the motherfucker
sooner or later, I
bye bye
a half an hour or so just passed by, I came out
and treated my self some chicken with rice
I was thinking about the last time that i bet
for a little favor
I asked for some love, cause I was so lonely I guessed
I thought about old john too
as it was 3 am, I bet he was sleeping
poor old guy, slept outside facing weather bites
hey, at least he was free
just a little dark wonder, when would he say bye bye to this fucking life
I thought about Mr. Mark
the man, I've not met in real life
and the news saying he just passed away
poor old guy, people gave one teardrop
bye bye
my wish was that you enjoyed the afterlife
and if outthere some where you was looking down
to see me naked
I guessed it was O.K, it was cool
cuz we were never really spoke to each other
it was kidda late, I should bye bye too