my life shall dim
the sun my life will skim
such red is the way of the light
so dark but yet so bright
my dear my love my time will pass
the light says it all
and about how my life is dumb
so selfish and so simple
so crazy and unbelieveing
my life is so dull
i cry out for you
my pain is uncontrolling
so hard is it to love
but though your love is true
i cant help but see it right through
even though you love me
i still hurt inside
depressed and sad and lonly
i cant stop the raging hate in me
i rest my head down slowly
slowly i see it blurr
slowly the wrld will turn
but i wont see the day it stops
because ill be gone by then