[SweetSuicide]

***haha nice Guza!***
***Now to show how Suezette has no feelings***

I gave into Jaustin for a moment. I let him kiss me for a while. It felt nice for someone to finally want me. Love me even, but I knew it couldn't last for long. I couldn't love anyone anymore. I had to get Jaustin to back off some how, and there was only one way...

"Jaustin, I can't do this. I've hurt to many people to love again. I'm sorry but I have to do this..." I pulled out my machete and I stabed it through Jaustin's heart. I pulled it out and he looked at me one last time before turning into dust on the floor. I had to get out of here. I couldn't chance one more incounter like this.

I left Jaustin's house and started walking down the long road that seemed to go on for forever. As I walked I felt like shit for what I just did. But I couldn't let it bother me much more. I pulled the trench coat that I took form Jaustin's house and put it on. I kept walking until I came to a small town in the middle of the woods. I didn't go near it for who knows what was there. I just kept walking. I walked all night and all day the following day until I reached water. Water as far as my eyes could see. It was the ocean. A place from my childhood with laughs and smiles. I had to keep walking but I walked down to the water and looked down at my reflection. Who was that girl looking back at me? She has scars over her face and had blood stains on her cheek. She was no only a little girl but a woman. A warrior. I spit into the water and caused my reflection to disappare into a mess of ripples. I walked away with my head down no looking up into the afternoon sun. It hurt still yo look at it. When would this pain end and if it did, would I even live to survive it?