nyororin i thought you were a men first
ashamed
anyways..
this website looks very helpful and sincere as I see actually some special life situation is going on here but long of short about it ;
I think I will find my freedom in Japan my way of thinking
my inexplicable love to the japanese culture& people..
i think after my dialogue with japanese consulant i will get much more help from here
i also dont need visa for going to japan but refreshing the staying time is very nice..
its not dream.only needs brave and i do have it
i dont wanna say ''if I could go and do this and that'' when i am at my 50ies..
i wanna do it now.
thank you so much for helping lots of people like this nyororin