[Tsuzuki]

Every time I cut myself, I forget the pain,
Only you are in my mind and I know it's in vain.
But I feel alive only when I bleed,
Nothing else can help, no friends, no music, no weed.

I can't find my place, my purpose in this world,
Maybe I could if I flied freely like a bird.
I'm on the ground, hitting it, dust in my face
I'm in Hell, my soul is scared, devil is about to taste,
I don't know, should I fight, or I'm a waste.

I crave for rain, to cleanse my soul and wet my eyes.
Nothing can do the same, what you did many times.
I fear I lose the light, that shines so distant
I want to know the light shining until the end.
If the light goes out my soul will go after it.
Letting my body alone, unconcious, cold and mentally hit.

I lived in darkness, but in the end you came
You are the light, nothing is the same.
The Light blinded me. I got used to darkness
and now I have to face a new world, a new mass.
I can't find my place, my purpose in this world,
Only thing I want is You, and our love to be heard.

I give my life for you, I will study hard and work.
I will raise children, and try not to be a jerk.
I dedicate my life for you, no matter what's the purpose,
I will be with you forever, even if it gets worse.
I give everything, for that light, I give my whole life
Only one thing that I want for exchange, and it's your love.

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