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Originally Posted by xX2DXx
Recently Ive just ended my relationship with a man, he was older than me way older than me but I really started to like him. I knew it was wrong falling for him but I couldn't help it, it just happened.
He was my teacher and soccer coach.
I know its wrong but I can't help the way I feel about him, he always makes me laugh and I felt good around him. He confessed to me that he was having feelings for me but that nothing could happen between a student and a teacher.
He also had a wife who works at the same school and I even had dinner with her, she found out about what was going on between me and her husband. She said if I left him alone and didn't bother him again then she wouldn't tell no one about what had happened. I left it to him to choose and he picked her over me.
I was hurt by it and I felt mad and sad at the same time I can't discribe how i feel right now, it just hurts to think about him. Even though we didn't sleep together and only kissed a couple of times, I really liked him,
He was the total opposite of what I am, he never drinks, he doesn't smoke and he doesn't swear. He doesn't party and he doesn't like to get drunk. I love to have fun but with him I could have fun with out drinking and with out smoking.
He's 28 years old, athletic and teaches in math as well as girls soccer, he doesn't have any kids.
I'm still on the soccer team and I still try my best for him cause I love the attention from him, I like to see him smile but I can't help but feel jealous of his wife. She gets to cook for him and she gets to spend time with him everyday. She gets to do what I wanted to do for him. I use to hang out in his room during lunch with the soccer team but at the end of the year I couldn't and so I just hung around outside with some friends I know.
I hope I can get over it soon though and leave these feelings behind me so they don't cloud my thoughts.
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i know how you feel i have a crush on my teacher and we are 18 years apart and what hurts me the most is that i know ill never be able to be with him because he cant date a student