[KikiBunny23]

Don't Save Me

I just couldn't take it anymore,
I grabbed the midnight handle of the sharp knife,
knowing I shouldn't do it.
Yet still took the plunge.
My breathing becomes shallow,
as a pool of blood surrounds me,
a single tear rolling down my paling cheek.
"It was just to much,
I had had enough"
I murmured before closing my soft green eyes.
On my arm, snaking its way down to my wrist,
three simple words were visible,
'Don't Save Me'
The were crusted with scarlet coloring,
drenched in fresh flows that bled from my breast.
I am gone now, so don't try to save me.

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To Much

Don't you think you should grow up?
To much time,
you have wasted.
To much money spent
on those drugs.
So just grow up,
and learn its not about you.
Its about how you live.
Habits earned now,
are hard to break.
So don't you think,
you should grow up.
To much cash,
spent in one day.
To many girls,
going home crying tonight.
All because you won't grow up
and haven't learned
when to much is more than enough.
Now you take your last breath,
you never learned.
I'm sitting next to you,
when your in that bed.
And I say,
"Don't you remember my words...
I said it was to much.
You didn't believe,
when I gave you that warning.
Look where you are now"
To much time wasted,
to much money spent,
to many girls brokenhearted.
All because you didn't learn
that to much,
is more than enough.

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Remember Me?

What happened to us?
Do you remember the laughs we shared.
It seems so long ago,
that we were so close.
I wish I could have you back,
but I know you've fallen for her,
just like everyone else has.
My best friend, isn't it?
The one who stole your heart.

Don't you remember me?
You've been my love,
ever since that fateful day we met,
twelve years ago.
You might not love me in return,
but remember the time you did?

It wasn't that long ago,
when we last hung out.
Laying outside,
pointing out constellations
and numbering the stars.

Will you remember me,
twenty years from now.
When you move away,
and I stay right here.
Stealing many hearts,
but remember one thing.

You still have mine,
just remember that one thing.

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Scarlet Blood

I'm dying inside, and nobody cares.
Can't somebody come save me?
Deep scarlet drops,
fall to the floor,
I'm dying inside.
Nobody sees the tears I cry,
cause I always hide,
before they see my eyes.
I want to live, but don't know how.
So for now,
I relish the pain,
this sharp blade brings,
watching the dark scarlet drops,
drip to the floor.
I'm dying inside,
you will never know.
Know I lay,
dead on the floor.
I gave in to the pain,
cut to deep.
I made the mistake,
all those other teens made.
Did you not believe me,
When I said goodbye?
I will never see tomorrow,
as my world goes black.
Scarlet blood around me,
as I say my last goodbye.

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Just Like My Dreams

The blackness surrounds me,
like a dark suffocating blanket.
Its just like the dreams,
I had so long ago.
Checking the halls,
I make sure the coast is clear.
Then I grab the sharp razor,
that makes everything clear.
It slowly peels away my skin,
bringing a wave of red,
splashing onto the floor.
The darkness surrounds,
until a hear the key.
I realize I am caught,
in my deadly game.
I slash a large gash,
deep into my flesh,
a smile on my lips
as I slip to the floor.
Everything gets hazy,
and soon I hear a scream.
The darkness surrounds me,
reminding me of my dreams.

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Do You Believe?

These tears I cry
are no lie.
Do you believe it now,
that I'm dying inside.
Can't you see,
what you're doing to me.
I'm slowly dying.
Day by day,
another piece of me breaks away.
Nothing can cure me,
so don't even try.
I'm dying inside,
this is no lie.
Look around,
like what you see?
Because you don't see what I have seen.
You will never feel what I have felt.
So now I lay,
myself to sleep.
Crying inside,
can you see it now?

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Can't You See?

You think I'm strong?
Well guess what,
you're wrong.
I'm just as weak as when I was small,
but that's kept inside,
I don't know how long.
Different phases,
same old me.
Forgiving as ever, can't you see?
The act ends here,
with this last line.
For I need you, but you don't need me.