I meditate. To Linda.
My parents are also in the divorcing process, so she's the only thing that has been keeping me sane. (and when I'm not in the mood for her, LM.C is my alternative, which is why I was stoked when I got my ticket)
Линда "Северный ветер"//Linda - Severnui Veter (The Northern Wind)
This, THIS is what I watch when depressed, and I'm happy afterwords. (Read the description, she's freakin psychic!!....BTW, she's Russian)
I WANT to hurt someone if I can't get that DVD either, but I'm too nice for that unless the person deserves it and I'm Wiccan, so I cannot hurt people due to moral standards. Although sometimes I do have really sick fantasies about killing someone for stupidly jealous reasons (For the love of God, don't ask)....which is another reason I listen to her. Her music somehow gives me emotional control and I need that.....desperately.