[Kai13]

yeah right...I also have that *dream* but I know it's almost impossible to realize it, so, I will go to university here in portugal and after that will try to find a jod there.

If I were you I would do the same thing. Wether you like it, wether not, bullying (and I honestly don't think you'll be bullied, only stared at like with other foreigners) happens everywhere, and Japan is no exception at all.

I love the Netherlands and have few friends there, they love it, I'd stay there, I think your education system is waaaaay better than here in Portugal (trust me), by what my friends told me.

EDIT: You're 13? I was in my 8th grade when I was 13 ^^', I'm in the last high school year now, the 12th...

Something tells me you really like anime...you'll get mature in the next years, the best thing to do in my opinion is what I will do, all japanese I've spoken to told me that, and they were/are right.

Anyway, ganbatte! And good luck, you'll need it.