[KikiBunny23]

These feelings I feel,
they never seem to be real.
Jumping around and around,
never seeming to stay still.
Just what I need,
as my heart skips a beat.
I look at you,
and realize what you mean.

You're just out of my grasp,
you're in a fog, and I can't slip past.
Maybe the things you said were true,
do you really hate me too?
We've always laughed together,
even got called a couple a few times.
But it's never been you,
you always have been lying.

Not wanting to hurt my feelings,
but all the while watching my friend.
My BEST friend.
I've said I don't trust easy,
you took that to your advantage.
Left me standing in the rain,
I was just so close,
to letting you in.

But then you left,
walked right past me and into her arms.
I stare,
knowing I had lost.
To two people I thought I could trust with everything,
but theres no way to have everything,
when you have nothing.

Left empty-handed,
you pulled the last string,
that had already been tight.
Shattering me into many pieces.
I thought I could trust you,
but you really do hate me too.

I'm not sure what I was thinking when I wrote this...I just know I am very confused. I wrote this just a second ago. I just have a feeling something is going to happen soon and I'm not going to like it at all...not at all