[clairebear]

I'll admit, there was a period in my life when I just wanted to end it all, and I attempted to do so. I lost one of my best friends and didnt want to go through the pain of having to cope without ever seeing them again...I didnt really think "Oh, what I'm about to attempt is selfish and cowardly, I'll get over their death someday so there's no point in doing this." If you've never felt so depressed that you feel like killing yourself, you wont understand. Its easy to say "suicide is selfish." when you've never been in that situation...