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Originally Posted by kenmei
translation: go outside, get off the internets  |
That's the problem. Thanks to my parents, I have no life outside school. They won't let me see my friends, and will basically only let me go anywhere as long as I go with my sister and her boyfriend, or if I actually get a girlfriend.
This is exactly why I try so damn hard. It's why I get so emotional when I fail. Without anyone to give me a life, I just spend my days here at home, confined to sitting on my ass and all that. It sickens me.
And as for luck, I don't think it's on my side.
The most recent girl, me and her had a lot in common, in fact, almost everything in common. I count only...maybe two differences between us from what I've learned as far. In finding out she had a boyfriend was a deep wound to the heart.
I wish I could do more to vent, seriously. Now I'm both hurting and angry now.