[SpectralHarlequin]

When I was in elementary and middle school I dressed more masculine. Because I'm such a freak, I can pull off the manly look. But now I wear skirts or unisex outfits. Honestly I don't want to be of any gender distinction. It's very strange to me though. I've had other girls tell me that they think I have the ideal figure, while the men think I look like a boy. I get so confused... For example: I was in a media store and some random lady told me that she thought I was "beautiful." But when I walk to the store and 13-25 old guys see me, they say I look like a boy or that I'm downright hideous. It makes me feel suicidal sometimes. I don't want people to say anything about the way I look, positive or negative. Both are annoying, awkward, or cruel.

~ S.A.