[Keaton421]

It sounds like running. You, and only you, can make a nice community for yourself by commanding the respect of others. Some countries are worse than others, but Japan isn't the shangri-la for hapless nerds and the technologically keen - but it sure looks like it.

You won't be moving there unless you have a college degree.

I realize you're young and sensitive, but moving to Japan because you like it is not sensible right now. Do well in college and toughen yourself up into a man in the process, and take an exchange trip when you can - see if you actually like the place first!