[DSX]

I used to hurt myself only when other people at school REALLY got to me (and I had to take their crap EVERY SINGLE DAY). I couldn't bring myself to harm another human being back then, so I took things out on myself, just not so hard. Didn't want any bruises to show or any blood to be shed from bites. Obviously, it never came to cutting.

One of the things I felt was really sick about myself was that I used to like the pain I caused myself. Once I knew I was becoming a bit of a freak, I stopped.

That was back in elementary through middle school, that masochism being in the latter. You're all welcome to call me a creep.

With self harm, I have different views:

1. If it's due to stress, anger, and depression like it was for me, it's just sad. I don't know what else to say.

2. If it's for meaningless attention, you're just a freak.

3. If it's part of a magic trick, it depends on what you do.

4. In hardcore wrestling, it'll keep me watching because then I'll know someone's gonna get messed up, because that's a "snapped" sign.