[maks]

hi zed.

this will be my first post since over a year.....hooray for me! hi guyz!

anyway, dont be so hard on yourself. i know what you feel though. i think youve put a lot of efforts already. i think if you really like the girl...court her the filipino way.....not the japanese way....i understand that you are in japan and its different, etc etc....since its not logical to be loved by someone who has a bf, then you are just punishing yourself....stop it and move on...are you kidding me, there a lots of cute japanese girls....be brave man. filipinos are not shy......i think...hehe..