lol @ some replies
![Big Grin](http://www.japanforum.com/forum/images/smilies/biggrin.gif)
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it's not like i've never thought about confessing to her.. i did it over 'nd over again in my daydreams.. haha
![Embarrassment](http://www.japanforum.com/forum/images/smilies/redface.gif)
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but i don't think i've got the confidence to tell her about it. i'm afraid i'll be stuck with this for a long long time.. it's just soooo hard to confess..