Quote:
Originally Posted by MissMisa
If you loved her as much as you say you do, you would not want to put her in such an awkward situation. You are thinking about your feelings, your need to be close to her, your need to confess. If you really loved her as much as you think you do, I think you'd be considering her feelings a lot more.
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stings. somehow ur comments pierce my bloody heart.
although im happy that now theres a girl giving out her takes on the matter. an experienced one, too.
guess ur right. i am selfish. i was thinking about my desire. i dont want to explain why, cause id have to explain the past 3 relationships ive had in order to justify me being selfish. to make a really huge novel short, ive done decisions in the past relationships, and im talking about relationship-ending decisions, the hard ones to make, ive done those for the sake of the girls happiness. not mine. so yeah, now i am actually explaining my need to be selfish. cause this time, i want to fight for MY happiness.
although i guess im picking the wrong time and circumstance to do it.
nothing that i will ever say can be considered as correct, or can justify the actions i did and might possibly do.
we all have our takes on what love means. ill share u my own:
there are 2 kinds of love on this world. the unconditional love, and the selfish love. the love that sets you free, and the one that keeps you (tight at some point).
i guess im the selfish type.
im sorry, but ill have to play the villain part a little bit more till i bleed.