I do and then I dont so
I dont because, does everyone really have the capacity to love someone regardless of whats wrong with them, or if they did something wrong such as: cheat. and Cuz I never really experienced it yet. I've seen some of what I thought was real love Disintegrate right before my very eyes over small stuff, ya' know =/
and I do because, its just something I want with my heart and soul, I believe someone in this world was meant to make me happy and love me too. Plus I've seen it. just a few times tho. Its so rare its scary. But I do hope to experience this one day