[WolvesKiss]

my hearts been abused many times not just with bfs or gf but friends too, i was really close to my last girlfriend she and i were best friends i didnt even care that she would date other guys and me at the same time i mean i kno it was stupid but i really thought we had something, she and i never really broke up we just drifted and now shes back, i miss her but the guy im with i love, hes been so very good to me and so understanding... i just miss our closeness i think, but she always needed more then that so im in a rut and afraid to lose them both, yes they kno each other and yes he knows we have history, her and i are suppost to hang out next week and im kinda worried ill let it happen all over again...sorry for whining noone knows me here so its easy to talk...