[strawberryshinya]

im very picky when it comes men n besides that i happen to be really shy n b/c of that im silent, leading every body to believe i think im too good to talk to them, but me that wants at the least friends begins to lie and act nice to get them to like me. but now the phony me has friends n not the real me. ive said too many lies to actually believe they like me or even noe me. so its impossible for me to even consider being in a relationship. it sucks to noe i put myself in a deeper hole.