[VampireGirl1314]

he doesn't seem like the right person
when my friends see him and I together
because they think we are only friends.
but when no one else is here with us......
he can be so sweet it makes me feel insane
for ever being mad at him....
we have been together for three years
because i can tell we are in love
and jealousy shouldn't change that for us ever again.
i mean i look into his eyes and see hurt
when i look at him a certain way,
and i cant understand it.
what does he see in my eyes,
i try to hide the pain that has been in my life....
he hasn't caused me pain though,
even when he slapped me,
it felt like a piece of heaven.
the medicine that i need,
he has for me.
i have only been hurt by family and no one else.
i love him and i tell him,
sometimes even show him how madly in love i am with him.
i am moving into a new house in six months though,
and he promised to visit me,
and i promised to come and see him everyday.