[VampireGirl1314]

I dont know how to get out
of this situation im in right now
dont know who to trust
dont know why i look up to you
when you made this heart break
so easy for yourself
every tear
every year
i would think of you
i never thought for myself
i would go straight to you
i wouldnt lose one minute of time
away from you
and now im standing here
thinking about what i should do
should i just forget about you
or keep this love inside so i wont cry
i didnt want to lose you
i didnt want to have to cry for you
in front of you i stand
all alone as you tell me everything


you told me not to cry
to brake out of my shell
and stop hiding from this world im in

you told me to feel free
instead of locked up in a cage
and feel insane

you helped me get through the good times
and get through the bad times
but you would somehow make me cry
i dont know why
i guess its because you never said those three word

*i love you*
Ive been waiting up late at night for you
staying in the cold outside searching for you
why do you always look the other way and never at me
why is it her that you wanted more then me
i was there for you
she was with others
she is my best friend
but this is the second time shes done this

the is always someone you can not trust
but they hide their real self underneath that sweet skin
and pretend not to be selfish
i know how that is
to be hurt by someone like that
someone that i called my best friend
she ruined my happy ending
and i want to ruin her so she know
i want her to know just how i feel right now
locked up in a cage
no one there to keep you safe
always in pain
nothing is the same now that he is gone forever
he told me that the first love
you do not fall this deep in love with for a reason
because you cant be with them till the end.T_T


*Arsenio i will always want you to the end,
i just wish you could have kept your promise and changed,
you were so agresive with me it was painful
but worth everything to me,
every kiss, and smile, hug and style,
i changed for you but you did nothing for me,
im sorry i wasnt good enough for you to be happy.T_T*