[norikosama]

as night falls and black pearls fade into neither sand nor dust my life changes.It changes into somthing i never would think of .Clouds swallow the sky as it starts to rain tears.I stare as you walk the opposite direction while you gaze at me as if i were a rare jewel.
somtimes i wonder what he thinks about if he thinks of meat all, or notices me. While finishing the walk i started he walks beside me and brushes against my sholder.As my scent and his scent transfer from one another we pass each other by like stray leaves on a windy autum evening.The inside of my stomach begins to tremble and fill with butterflies while i swiftly turn around and stop him before he walks any further. He stares at me once again straight into my eyes.More and more butterflies fill my stomach as i try to say somthing thinking that it would be easier to think than to actually do.His eyes soften with kindness and before i can say anything.