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Originally Posted by MMM
Stalking you? No. It is interesting that if I respond to something you say I am accused of stalking. It seems like this is how you, again, get away from responding to anything I say with a substantive answer. I am waiting for you to respond to my counter points to your arguments.
You don't remember what we were talking about before? Do you remember getting so upset you couldn't continue reading my posts?
But it is becoming clear to me that the conversation we were having was never a conversation because obviously no communication was taking place. You spoke. I responded. You spoke. I responded. But you have yet to respond to anything I had to say with any substance, just accusations.
How have I proven I don't understand the feeling of being alienated. I lived three years in a city of over 100,000 people and knew only two other people of my race who lived there. But maybe you are right. I actually didn't feel alienated there because that only would have slowed me down. I felt very much a part of my neighborhood and work community, even if not everyone around me felt the same way.
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I WAS JOKING. It was my way of trying to get you to relax. I am REALLY tired of fighting on this thread. I just want you to relax, I want me to relax, I just want to talk without all of these accusations of accusing and fighting and insults. So. It was a joke. Okay? You get it? It's funny.
Maybe it's because it's the Internet, it's hard to get a joking tone across. I'll make sure to say I'm joking next time.
Anyway. Like I said, I'll check it out later. When I'm ready. Because yes, I remember feeling upset. I still feel upset. I don't want to feel upset anymore. Reading your post will most likely make me feel upset, so I don't want to right now. Don't worry, I'll read it eventually.
Your time of alienation sounds interesting. You should talk about it more often.