[sakari09]

I only had a few hours
To spend with you;
I thought that maybe you’d stay longer
But my hopes were in vain.
Like a theme ride,
My hopes grow high
And then crash harshly--
Barreling downhill, around sharp corners.
If I was being honest
I would say that I couldn’t take much more
Of this tremendous torture.
But those few measly hours,
With our reunion that felt like a fairy tale,
The mystical flirting around the water,
That long walk after the rain,
And the kiss you left lingering on my lips
As you walked painfully away…
Have only given me the strength
I needed to do what I need to do
In order to be with you
Just a few short years down the road.
Being honest again,
I still hate waiting and I always will,
Like a child wanting an ice cream cone on a hot day;
The days ahead will be long-I know that for a fact
But I can’t change the decisions that you make.
I’m not an all-powerful being
I’m just me…
A pathetic, whining, fiancée
Who loves and is loved by
A tough on the outside, kind-hearted, drop-dead-gorgeous….
I could go on forever
With the words that make up you,
My baby…
But we’ll have plenty of time to tell each other
When it comes time to meet me at the end
Of that very, very long aisle.
Being honest again,
I love you more than anything;
I feel that bond buzz in the air when you’re near
And when you’re far away.
Your smell is always intoxicating,
But not all smells that come from you…
My dreams are consumed by your memory
And I think of nothing else.
You’ve taken over my world,
Changing everything I’ve known…
And I’m glad you have baby,
And I’m glad to say these words to you every time I talk to you…
“I love you. Forever and Always.”
Always in my heart…always on my mind,
Brandon…my baby…my lover…my fiancé,
I love you…
And that’s being honest.