[QueenNanami]

Well falling in love is not a reason to give up opportunities that come once in a life time.

What you need to do is sit down with her and explain what is going on. Your hopes and dreams and how you wont be leaving her forever. If she loves you she wouldn't want to keep you from your dreams she would encourage you to do your best. This is something that would make your dreams become real. Even if you love her and leaving her behind to pursue your dreams seems like It would crush your whole being, believe me when i say that there is some love that doesn't last forever. I'm not saying you should break up or something. I'm just saying that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. If she is willing to wait for you to come back it would only strengthen your bond together. It would push and test your relationship. If your really meant to be together you will find a way to work things out and work hard to make it work!!