my love for you i see in my dreams
a vision a fantasy
a nightmare
an image or a reality
something good will happen to you and me
loving you is the only thing i have been given
i love your lips so sweet and soft
your voice so kind when speaking to me
and here i am sleeping away dreaming of you
and what will i do when i wake and don't see you?
cry because of my dreams fooling me
making me mad at myself for thinking this way
if your girlfriend knew she would kill me
she would know all my secrets
i will get rid of you
stop thinking about you
dreaming of you and wanting you
were the two worst things i could ever do
forgive me for i have sinned
did the worst thing
and gave in to the most beautiful eyes
you call me your vampire girl of the night
you want me to whisper sweet things in your ear
and i told you that you wouldn't be able to hear
because my sweet words
they sound like nails on a chalk board
that's why i can not speak
because i am just the enemy
waiting for her pray
waiting for the day
that your girlfriend finds out what i have been thinking
i am so sorry for hurting you
saying things that i wish i had never told you
i bet i made you cry
but your pain came straight to me
i am sorry for being a bad dream
i wanted to be oh so sweet
whisper sweet things in your ear
take away all your fears
trace my finger around your ear
have your head on my lap
looking up at me so sweet and kindly
i wanted to feel as if you were mine
yet this vampire girl has sinned and your not mine
i know that i want you the most
ever since i saw you
i have always thought of you
your never leave my mind
i always cry
i am just a girl who cares for you so much
always wanting to be near you
always wanting to listen to you
i want to hold and kiss you
yet i feel like i am slipping away from you
i never want to let you go
i want you the most
i do not wish to make you feel like a ghost
i want you to feel real and whole
sweet and know
that i love you
yet here i am dreaming away once again
dreaming of you knowing i will give in
saying those things you want to hear
me whispering them in your ear
to me you are real and sweet
always near my heart and in my dreams
if i slip away i lose everything
hold me tight and let me know that you also love me.