Sometimes i dont, sometimes i do like been single. Been single lets me consentrate in school and friends without having to worry about any dating problems, but there are times i do feel very lonely. some ppl tell me why would i feel lonely if i have a great family and friends, but thats not the same type of lonelyness i have. its a lonelyness of not having a partner and sharing my love to her. I have never dated someone before or really have a true date, and im 20 years old. Yes i do feel embarress and probably many ppl might think ima failure. I might have had some apportunities to have dated someone, but didnt go for it cause im always afraid she might say no and i might look stupid. When a girl turns and looks at me, i always turn and look another away cause im a shy person, but i know she doesnt know that and she might think im not interested. I had many apportunities but wasted them. Im trying to improve but its hard.
