[koizumi]

When Angels Deserve To Die

There's an angel in the world
Who's on a thin line
And she loves someone
Who hurts her all the time...
No one knows how she feels
And no one cares, they won't care ever
And they don't see how she bleeds
Only the one who will be loved by her forever...
And God asks her a question:
"Do you want to live or die?...
But remember...
If you choose living,
Someone has to leave you forever..."
And she thinks, thinks harder
Over and over again...
Then she remembers once again
There's nothing left to gain.
Then she asks God: "I wonder...
Who can make the things harder?
Who's gonna leave? Am i gonna choose?
Or without knowing, i'm gonna lose?"
God answers back: "Who will be leaving
Is gonna be the one you love most."
Then she refuses believing
That couldn't be what it all cost!
"What if I choose dying God?
I know, we'll always be apart...
But is he going to live again?
And take away all this pain?"
"Yes..." says God, "he definitely is...
And I'll take away all your goodness,
That will make his life happier
And make you restful and lie in peace..."
Then she thinks, "I'd better die...
There will be nothing to cry
No pain, no tears, just a restful life
And God says, my goodness will make him smile..."
Then she crosses the line
And suddenly falls on the ground
She chooses dying for her love
She knows things are getting fine.
And he finally knows what's living
And says "If it's like this, it's nothing!
Anymore, there's nothing left to smile,
When my angel deserves to die..."

-K.