[JasonTakeshi]

Hmmm... This seems like a complicated question.

There are moments where i do enjoy to be single, and some others where i wish my ex-gf back.

For an example, when im with my friend and he is with his girlfriend, and when they start their "kissy-kissy", im just there watching and "holding a candle".

When im going through bad moments, i feel like i need that especial person to confort me and help me aswell. (And no, not talking about mom)

Aswell as when your happy, and want to share your happiness with someone especial.

But the worst of being single is the remorse i have for breaking out with my ex. Entirely my fault for not giving her what she was in need (Emotionaly) and being selfish expecting her to give it to me. Giving more atention to irrelevant things rather then giving atention to her needs.

But you learn with your mistakes, right? And thats the "pay-off" for being a selfish retard.