[Skuu]

I totally understand your problem, SS, and you're clearly thinking it through. But your argument comes down to: i want it, it's hard to get therefore...
and this would be a doable justification if we were talking about a different industry. However the whole point of this thread (I presume this was MMM's focus) was that the manga industry is sensitive to illegal downloads. Your greed doesn't beat their need (so to speak, no offense meant). It's your hobby, but their livelihood. That's what it comes down to.