[JasonTakeshi]

Originally Posted by strawberryshinya

because i have a personality that repels.
i tend to be very "independent"...
i tend to push people away...
though i have many friends, but i think they've had it with me.

my appearance tends to attract many people (i tend to be told i have this sweet innocent look to me) but then once people get to know me they know im not what they expected...

Guess the majority of my friends are similar to you
No matter how my friends push me away from them, im always there. Dont care if its an happy moment or a shitty one, im there.

I have this one friend who were having problems with drugs, and his parents were still giving him money knowing he would keep buying drugs. (Because that was the only way to connect with him...)

I didnt know about that, obviously. But one day, his mother came to me crying saying he was consuming drugs and that he couldnt stop and if i could do something to help him out.

The next day, i beated the hell out of him and took him home and took his drugs and whatever he had and told him "your only comming outside when your clean."

I suffered for 4 months trying to keep him in the reab, he was a very close childhood friend, like a brother to me. But i had to do it because everyone were afraid of hurting him and afraid of his reactions.

Today he is a healthy guy, we go to the gym everyday and hang out at night. (hes 3 years older then me, 21)