Never thought the end would come so soon
i thought i could stay sane for a bit longer
never knew i was going to act this way
why do i keep thinking like this
curled up in a ball on the floor
crying to myself and no one more
screaming in my head
thinking about everything i've said
did i do anything wrong?
i try to do my best
but i always do my worst instead
laying on the floor staring at the wall in front of me
listening for a noise
but only hear my cries
my clothes all torn
my bones aching and screaming for rest
i cant sleep
i wont forgive
and i will never forget
screaming on the inside
knowing i might give up one day
knowing i have lost all sanity
laying on the floor sobbing
i know it wont help me
crying until my clothes are drenched in my tears
all my fears turning into a reality that no one needs
screaming until i find a way out
screaming all day screaming all night
my voice going away
and i fall asleep
everything fading away
it must of been just a bad dream
something i always seem to see
something that is now a part of me
i cant sleep
i cant see
who it is your trying to be
cut the crap
i dont want you acting like that
its not the person i know you to be
stop your whining
stop this crying
don't scream
i don't want to hear
why your trying to get the attention
I have been there once
and i am never going back
so dont remind me of that
change your look all you want
change the way you talk
the way you walk
the way i knew you before
crying on the floor
ripping your clothes to shreds
falling out of your bed
just to get a little bit of attention
your just another reason
for me to forgive
and forget
and leave
this isnt the place i want to be
an illusion
just a dream
and this is why you decide to scream?
this isnt who you want to be
you want attention
you need protection
crying because you need to
screaming because you believe its all true
do you even know what people say about you?
i dont think you understand
what is going on in reality
everyone saying things about you
but nothing about me
listen to your heart
follow your dreams
push away the bad
and make room for the fantasy
stop your whining
why are you crying
this isnt just a nightmare
its a test to see
what you will do
just to try and be happy.