[sakari09]

Here's the one that VampGirl1314 wanted to see. lol

I hate

I hate how many nights I spend alone without you.
I hate how I live everyday looking at the empty space beside me.
I hate having to look at still pictures instead of your actual self.
I hate how thoughts of you make my heart ache inside.
I hate how much I pray for you but god never sends you to me.
I hate the tears I’ve cried when your job forces you to leave me.
I hate how much time I’ve spent looking at the sky and wondering about you.
I hate telling my friends about how long we’ve stayed apart.
I hate going to couples’ dances without a date-without you.
I hate always thinking of how long you’re going be gone when you leave.
I hate how weak I am inside without you.
I hate being cold at night.
I hate driving home alone and leaving you behind at night.
I hate doing things that annoy you.
I hate it when you can’t call when I need you.
I hate not being able to visit you.
I hate it when you miss out on important events in my life.
I hate it when we can’t spend our anniversary together.
I hate being the only one without a date.
I hate waiting for you.
I hate not being able to sleep beside you.
I hate it when I can’t share something funny with you.
I hate it that your friends see you more than I do.
I hate being sad when you tell me not to be.
I hate not feeling like myself when I’m without you.
I hate that I’m writing this stupid hate poem
When I could never hate you,
Not even a little bit,
Not at all.