[LazyPandaHeadache]

I only had one relationship with someone who also liked Jpop and anime and black metal. So that wasn't a problem at all. Althou he didn't like it after awhile if I talked about certain stuff. The thing that prevents me from having another bf well it's simple; I don't think that even if I was me who started our relationship I actually felt certain things for him. I liked that we could talk together about a lot of things and that he was smart (a bit nerdy) but there were odd things as well about him that I didn't feel comfortable about. Guess I ended up feeling disgusted and we had these arguements.

That's the thing I'm talking about; I don't wanna have these awkward things (i can't explain it's rather personal) and I don't even feel love like most people do.

Second what keeps me from having another is well myself.
I don't need it at all a relationship.