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For the past year, I tried every day to find a job in the US that pays enough for me to sponsor my fiancee over here. Basically, I don't remember doing anything in 2009 except look for a job. My job search has been completely unsuccessful. I almost considered breaking up with her, giving up on everything and returning to school. This has not been a great year by any means.

One day I called the college that I went to when I was in the military, so I can have my transcripts sent to me. They said that since I'm still enrolled as a student there, even if I'm out of the military, I would be allowed on base to just go to school, then leave. At this point, I think it's the only way to save a relationship that didn't have anything wrong with it, aside from me having to leave.

I'm hoping that I can apply for a work-study program, but I don't know if I can be hired if I just have a tourist visa. If not, we'll get married. Thankfully I can help with living expenses, and when I finally get my degree, everything else should fall into place.