[yuriyuri]

On the contrary it is you that has not thought this through.

You've been nothing but rude to people who have tried to help through this whole thread.
To be honest I'm surprised anyone helped you at all (Including myself)

Your right, you can learn through immersion only, and immersion is a great way to learn and pick new things up, but textbooks and dictionaries etc where created to give learners a kind of short cut.
I don't like textbooks and things like that myself, but to rule them out entirely is in my opinion shooting yourself in the foot.
The only books I use are grammar dictionaries (Since I hate textbooks so much)
No matter what you think it would probably be worthwhile investing in one.

But I guess if you want to shoot yourself in the foot... 十人十色 right?

Use Google.
That's all you will ever need.
Here is a search hint: Amazon
Since you are unwilling to accept any ones answers I'm surprised you came here at all.

Come back and show us your amazing Japanese... whenever that is.
Without using any form of English help it's going to be years.