[Misericordias]

The person is really nice...which is contributing a lot to the problem. I want to keep the cat on her behalf, but I just don't seem to have the discipline to take care of this kitten. One of the other main problems is that I want to visit other places during my stay in Japan. However with a kitten, the places I can go and how long I can stay away is severely limited because I would have to take care of the kitten. The amount I should be studying for the nikyuu is ridiculous. I am not studying as much as I should be and the kitten is just adding to that problem. Oh god, this kitten is really cute- it's literally breaking my heart and I really wish I never got this kitten.


EDIT: I forgot to add, I really do have horrible self-control, seeing how that is one of the reasons I got a kitten in the first place.