@ Columbine
That doesn't sound crazy to me at all. I think I feel pretty much the same
I don't hate living on a AFB, in fact, I totally love it (though I dislike my state and much of its people -- y'know, the racist, sexist, crazy-religious rednecks). But I'd still like to live in another country not as a 'tourist', but a functioning (semi) citizen. Something to be proud of in the chronicles of my life story and how I was able to appreciate and experience culture significantly different from my own. Best of luck in your conquests
