[macki06]

when i was in high school and a part of college.. could have been my looks, and self confidence. lol. i was very shy, and still is, and i had acne, which made everything worse. haha.
now, id like to think its just that im busy with life and all the changes that have been happening.

but i guess, its all got to do with this weird personality that i have. haha. reading ayn rand's atlas shrugged, and her existentialism crap has made me a complete weirdo. and being interested in anime, manga and everything japanese when you are not japanese dosnt help either.

and i dated a cute and nice girl in college whos also into japanese stuff, and it ddnt really work out, and i never completely got over her, and i find it hard to meet a girl equally interesting thats interested in me. hahaha. lol.