[RickOShay]

You are either a really good troll. Meaning you know how to troll, but not to make it so obvious that you are immediately banned. Or you are do not understand people or relationships very well, and should try to make real friends with people, or possibly get some counseling. If you do not want to pay for a hooker at least pay for counseling so you can learn to have a healthy relationship with a woman/people on your own.

But about the girl. Umm yeah moving a little to fast, and expecting a little too much. Girls don't go for desperate guys. (Hell, I have usually had the same reaction to desperate girls). The harder you push in the beginning the more you push them away. I am talking about being creepy, with stuff like emoticons and love messages, when the girl barely knows what she thinks about you, (I am not talking about trying to hit on a girl and get her phone number or something at a bar, thats fine just don't creep out on her afterwards).

And you deal with the heartbreak by realizing that you are overreacting and there are tons of girls out there and its not like you have blown your only chance and your life is over.