[kermani2k]

Hi everyone,
my name is kermani
i am a jamaican who desires vehemently to live in japan

the reason being started 3 years ago in 2008, when i met a JICA volunteer from Japan named M, we fell in love and even became engaged in 2009
in 2010 her contract with JICA had ended and she had to go back to japan
in time she broke up and got back with me several times, but 2 months ago was different, she told me that she still loved me and that she would leave her self open if i came, but due to the economy in jamaica, i never had the money until now
we had an argument last month and because of that, she is avoiding me
i cant stop thinking about her and so i decided i wanted to go to japan
i have a lot of japanese friends,but i cant get in contact with any of them
they all seem to be so very busy

the reason being for me writing this post is that i have no guarantor
and i am writing to those who can understand how i feel and the passion i have in following my heart

someone said they are williing to give me a job when i get to tokyo
but they said i have to get to japan on my own, its difficult
because without a guarantor, you can see the cycle

i am not asking anyone here for a handout, please dont get me wrong
i am not begging for that
i have money but without a guarantor, i have no entry into japan, none whatsoever, i cant get a visa unless i have a guarantor
so please i am writing to the hearts of those with mercy
and to those who are willing to help, i will do anything, if you want me to work for you by cleaning your home while i stay there, i will
i have 1200 USD, my ticket is cheaper, i can survive on little or no food
but i need to see her to tell her how i feel right now
i need her to know that i love her so much and that she still resides within e
even a year after we have broken up and i want to tell her i am sorry that i made her angry last month.

i want to show her that i am serious about crossing the ocean for her
thats why i dont want her to know that i am coming until i am there