[Sayakashi]

Last night I just broke up with my boyfriend
I don't know how to continue my life in Japan anymore
but I have to keep studying
I can't concentrate on my class at all
He's brazilian Japanese
I'm 25 yrs from Thailand
I left all my jobs in Thailand and came here for him
We had so much great time in Japan
He really loved me so much
But one day he was changed
started to think about money and jobs
and started to ignore me
then finally he said love is not the same
He doesn''t know that he love me or not
He said all he think is work
He doesn't even care about me now
last word from him was when I asked him by text message last night
that " Just tell me if you still love me or not"
Then he said by text " Love wakaranai .. sorry"
It was like the whole world end for me
My heart was ripped apart
I have only few friends here
I don't know what to do .. DO know how can I live without him
He is everything for me
He loved me
Then he left me crying alone
I just want to talk to some other people or making friends if they could suggest or make me feel better
I went to Temple and Japanese Shrine
I made a wish that any good spirits please help me
I really don't know what to do
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This is the video I made for him last month
‪For Edson the love of my life‬‏ - YouTube
about I and him and the good time we had in Japan
It might be the last video from me