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Break ups are never easy. I know Ive had my share of break ups in the past. Sayakashi, if you won't go to school today or tomorrow go out and try to distract yourself and try to walk as much as you can to clear your mind. That always helps me when I can't stop thinking about certain problems or hardships in my life. Try this a couple of times and if it helps you concentrate on your school work, try to maintain a daily walk routine for some time until you're no longer preoccupied with your thoughts. You can always wear sunglasses in case you might be worried that people might see that you've been crying, so if you have sunglasses put them on.

I wish I can say something to make you feel better about your boyfriend. For now let him be. I know you love him and want to make your life with him, but you also have to think about yourself and your studies so you can have the life you've studied all your life to have. From what you mentioned you sacrificed a lot to go to Japan and study, so don't let that all go to waste. If he loves you he'll come around again, and if he no longer does well you're better off without him. I know you probably don't like people saying this to you right now, but I am not saying this to you to make things worse for you. Right now it's important you get back to your studies, and it's the best thing for you to do so that you won't fall behind.

I hope your boyfriend realizes what he's about to give up before it's too late. But yes, try and go out for a walk to distract yourself and see if it helps you concentrate. I hope this helps you. I'm sorry I don't have anything better to say.