[Sayakashi]

I been trying almost everything
calling family,friends in Thailand ,Take trip alone
But that made me more lonely
I know It's dangerous but
I'm thinking about suicide sometimes come in my head
I know that the worst thing
but I am trying to be strong
I have to try really hard
I am alone
I don't have feeling to make any new friends at school at all
It kindda bad
But I have to survive
I like Nagoya
But now I see everything not beautiful at all
All the world is dark and cold
I want to cry to someone
If anyone in Japan and know my story and have sometimes
You can call talk to me REMOVED softbank
I really need to listen anyone voice and cry
I don't want to cry and tell people that I know here
I don't want them to know my problem