[Gokiburi]

Oh my...I know that feeling...lots of the other posters do too, I'm sure.
Isn't necessarily gonna make it easier for you. Crying, feel free to cry, it's said that tears rinse the soul.

Take a minute at a time, later an hour at a time, a day at a time , a week at a time, step by tiny step, time doesn't heal everything, but it does make everything more bearable. Give yourself that time, a minute, an hour, a day, a week...